so my moms neighbor across the street from my mom stop me as I got out the car and said move your jacket I see something ! I said yea im pregnant with my 4th child, so I'm engaged to ,he said pregnant again?? I said I take care of mines , my kids are not out here unattended butt naked!! he was like oh ok and my oldest child 6 , the reason why I said my kids a my kids are not running around out side butt naked is because I grew up with his daughter she has 3 kids and we use to see them out side running in the road and the house is so so nasty.. I wasn't trying be rude but damn I know what I was doing when I was doing it , I finally found a person after all these years who accept me for me hr works he made sure my kids have a good Christmas and he takes care of a child from previous relationship that he say is his no matter what he works 10 ,hours a day 6 days a week he spoil me and I just want to thank god for this baby cause I love this man much I wish I was apart of him, but now we have something that's apart of us! I have someone who wont leave me just because I cant do this and that, we are not perfect we fought we had issue bout are pass but we never left one another. we been thur it all I promise and when you can sit and laugh with someone you love and wake up to them making things right for the future is so worth it! and I really want to thank god and I pray are life gets bigger and better for our kids!! ,ok I had vent LOL