Finally got de-stressed and today we find out that our money situation is going to shit... We…

Finally got de-stressed and today we find out that our money situation is going to shit... We already have a hard time getting the things we need. I didn't want to go back to work but my boyfriends anxiety is severe and can't work just anywhere... I feel so hopeless and sad that I might have to leave my baby home... Sometimes I wish my bf was normal so he could just work... I love him but things have been so hard lately and he's really not helping. I mean I clean up after him all the time. He would live in a garbage pile of i wasn't there to clean it up. Fuck I just want to give up.