day 4 late...
how he found out
he just got done telling me how his debit card got stolen and I was trying to down play the situation like " oh things could be worse youll get your money back " so when I got enough courage I said " you know how I said things could be worse".... then I showed him a picture of the positive test in a public place all he was speechless for about 10 mins ... now we are both very excited lol just a shocker lol
let's talk about porn.! lol
who's okay with their man watching it and who's not okay?
I myself get mad at my man for watching it when I first caught him when I was 15weeks told him how I felt. & he said its not like I'm cheating on you. but ever since he hasn't done it. I know for a fact because we share a phone lol but i. wouldn't mind watching it with him like how we used to before I got pregnant it made sex fun lol but its still fun just more interesting. just by our self is a no go. lol

Y’all please please be careful and monitor what these babies are watching on YouTube thank god my baby didn’t understand what the thing was saying he showed me the phone and said “scary mama” I think continued to listen to what the thing was saying and I was livid and horrified it was explaining to my son how to kill the whole family while everyone was asleep
I swear he makes my day!
My SS came over and first thing he did was hug me and said happy Mother's Day! I swear I cried when I went to lay down in bed, I literally just walked in the door from an hour walk, I took off my shoes and I hear a knock it's him and grandpa Phil lol and I swear this boy is amazing lol.

Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...