worse fucking day of my entire fucking life! my bd got kicked out. he's going to a homeless shelter. my sister pushed me. he's telling me I can only see him one day a week so he can find a job. I need his hugs and his kisses😭💔 without him I'm nothing and right now I feel like I'm nothing. all I wanted to do was have a good Christmas but it doesn't look like that'll happen. wtf am I gonna do?!💔😭