I just want to break down right now. I'm missing dustin some kinda bad. I can't get him off my mind…

I just want to break down right now. I'm missing dustin some kinda bad. I can't get him off my mind today! I feel lost and out of place now a days. This month hurts the worst because a year ago we started talking in December and got together on December 23rd. so it's hard knowing we made it 11 months for nothing. I want him back so bad and I know if we are ment to be it'll take time but it hurts not having my best friend and children's father. I wish things would have happened differently! :'(