day 3: how I found out. it was December 23rd, 2013. I hadn't been feeling "right". I knew something was up. I smoked…

day 3: how I found out.

it was December 23rd, 2013. I hadn't been feeling "right". I knew something was up. I smoked cigarettes and the time and I couldn't smoke without feeling like I was going to be sick, I was so hungry all the time, and I was getting some pretty killer cramps but my period wasn't due for nearly a week. I was preparing to go stay the night at my great grandmas for Christmas Eve so I could see my side of the family that day. I told brandon I thought I needed to test but there's no way I was pregnant. he said he knew I was. so I picked up a test and went to my great grandmas. slept through the night and woke up around 7am Christmas Eve. I was squinting looking at the test. I swore I saw a second line, and I did. I couldn't believe it. I thought I was going to pass out. I ran to the front room where I was sleeping and started taking pictures of it with my awful camera on my phone at the time. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't wait to tell brandon and yet I was so afraid to. my life was forever changed in a matter of minutes. (pic of that test)