1. I'm 23 year old

2.had my first child November 25 and we came home on thanksgiving

3. I attend texas a&m in commerce but this semester im doing online classes

4. I always took care of other people kids but now I have my own and it feels different to look at someone who looks exactly like you and the dad rolled into 1

5. whenever I do get to hold my child, I just sit and stare at him for hours; if I get to.