I am very sad and depressed because I know when I was growing up I use to always ask my mom how come…

I am very sad and depressed because I know when I was growing up I use to always ask my mom how come you daddy not together how come you guys live in separate homes ? Why is daddy married to a different lady, lol questions my mom told me I wasn't old enough to get answers to, I always said that I wanted to give my child the work and that also means to loving parents that also love each other but plans change and I can't still give my child the world , I just don't wanna be looked at as someone second baby mom 😔