I've had a very privileged life, I never went without, I went to the best schools, was in crazy…

I've had a very privileged life, I never went without, I went to the best schools, was in crazy number of sports, 3.8 GPA, athlete bf, lived in a rich area. So when I found out I was pregnant, I went through contemplation of abortion, adoption, (fear of disappointing my family, embarrassing them) ultimately coming to the conclusion I need to get an abortion, so I went to a Womens care center and for me to be able to get an abortion I'd have to have an ultrasound to determine how far along I was. no biggie right, it wasn't a "real person" anyways, I did not know it, had no emotional strings to it, just a clump of cells, the ultrasound was going to go by smooth and I'd be on my way to getting back to my normal life, laid down on the table stomach exposed, I was showing at this point. The nurse put the ultrasound wand up to my belly and after a few seconds of searching found it, 12 weeks along.. 12 week old thing living inside me, taking nutrients from my body that it had no right to. Right? wrong. She turned the sound on and I heard a heart beat of what was support to be a clump of cells a strong heart beat of 154.. she cleaned me up after and gave me a few minutes alone, I sat up and realized this is a person, who feels, who had a heart, finger nails,little toes, eyes, this was apart of ME. I never met it, never held it, never talked to it, but I was in love with it. 12 weeks and it stole my heart in 3 seconds. I'm happily 8 months and wouldn't change one single thing about my life or the fact I almost gave up the best thing to ever come in and interrupt my perfect life, my son.

The even bigger plus side, my parents were actually upset that I thought they'd want me to abort their grandchild, I have the greatest family to ever bring my son into. God really blesses my life even when it doesn't seem like it I know in my heart Isaiah Soren is going to be my perfectly imperfect life.

i know how you feel, at least a little. i wanted a baby, but had given up on the idea of having one after trying for a bit and getting no results. i had accepted what i thought was just my fate. i had started making plans for me and my husbands life together, traveling, and living as a happy married couple before really looking into having a child. so when i found out i was pregnant and would be nearly 4 months along at my wedding, i was upset and resentful. then i went in to the doctor and saw my little bug and heard his heart beat. its such a magical moment, and it made me love him instead of resenting him. im so happy you didnt abort your sweet boy, he has a wonderful mommy and an amazing life ahead of him all because of a grainy black and white picture and the thumpity thump of his little heart.

Macy01.12.2014

Thank him everyday i didn't! @bebax3

Macy01.12.2014

The picture was so blurry and clearly was being used on an old ultrasound, but I saw him like it was clear as day. And I loved him from then on, it is so funny to me how everything works I'm happy you and your husband are expecting after trying for so long! what a blessing us ladies are given!@kaylhunt2

E01.12.2014

Amen!

Kayleigh01.12.2014

exactly! we couldnt be happier with our little man. :)

Ally01.12.2014

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I was legit in the same situation. I had a full scholarship to go play sports in college but once we went to the appt and heard his heartbeat my mom said NO you cannot abort this baby. Yeah we're young but we'll get through it. I'm so glad I kept him and I can't wait for him to be here.

Macy01.12.2014

it was the best decisions I have ever made. ya my plans have been altered, but I'd rather have him then anything else. @allyandbaby

Bianca01.12.2014

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So sweet.

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