No one really tells you how to prepare yourself to go home from the hospital without your baby. Worse feeling in the…

aw I'm sorry girl

Hope he's with you on thanksgiving love stay strong for ur little one ❤

Awe honey, I hope everything goes well, and your baby pulls through quickly. I am also type one diabetic, sending prayers, and good vibes.

thats a bummer but definitely better that they found it right away hopefully hes able to come home Monday but he'll be home for thanksgiving :) glad to see that hes ok tho!

@yazdahboss, @ashleyrdz he's in the nicu. I'm diabetic on insulin so when they did my c section they took him to moniter him to make sure his sugar doesn't drop. that is stable but When his blood work came back his white blood cells were a bit high so as protocol they start antibiotics right away. So I couldn't have him in the room with me while I was in post partum. Over all he is good he's eating and is great. He just has to stay in until his antibiotics are done. Which maybe Monday or Tuesday. I just wasn't prepared to not have him right when I birthed him

since I had a c section I couldn't get out of bed for 24 hours so I didn't get to see him or hold him till the following morning when I could go down to nicu. But I am glad they found signs of infection now while he is here. Rather then later and it being worse for him.

Is everything ok? I hope so.. I honestly dont think any amount of preparation could ease going home without your baby. Peace be with you!

where's your baby?