Okay so this week has been one of the worst weeks in my life and I'll tell you what, Marissa-Belle…

Okay so this week has been one of the worst weeks in my life and I'll tell you what, Marissa-Belle has been my biggest supporter. So yesterday my grandma passed. She was very sick but fought everyday for the last 7 years of her life! I was like her diary, she called me just about everyday. I saw her at least once a week. But for some reason I was so happy to know she wouldn't be here any more. When I saw her face last, she was smiling. She finally can rest pain free alongside my grandfather. With it being so close to the holidays it sucks to know I can't have any memories with her, especially that her birthday was on Monday! I'm sorry I'm venting ladies but she will never get to physically meet Marissa-Belle. That's all I wanted her to stay for. I wanted her to meet MB and I know MB loved her just as much as I did.