Sometimes I sit and wonder what God's plan is??? The hurt and pain of a failed marriage after years together it took 4…

I can promise you one thing for sure! God knows what he's doing it may never seem like it at the moment you are going thru the pain but I promise you he will bring you out on top if you trust him! I know this because I've lived it several times! There's no doubt because it's true! I'm sending up prayers for you now! It gets better boo trust me! 😘😘

Thanks @babyboolala I'm in such disbelief that my husband has never attended a doctor's appointment or barely ask how the baby is. He acts as if his sons are better than my daughter and his unborn. It's so crazy we were so in love and one day we get into an argument an poof he's gone.

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away! People never crumble in a day! Honey, your husband has been gone from the relationship far before he had the nerve to open his mouth and say so! Whether he was physically there or not is irrelevant at this point. I know this pain all too well and the moment I let it go I was freed! I know I talk about God a lot but I can't help it I know what he's done in my life! And when I decided to listen to God and let go of my ex husband he blessed me with a husband that is so in love with God that he loves me the way I ought to be loved. He and I have a fresh start without the drama, and without the questions of how he could ever do the things that my ex done to me. My ex caused so much nonsense that even when he did get his self right and on track I didn't even want him anymore. And guess what that didn't last either he was right back to his old ways soon after. Now every case is different of course but the point in this is you have to let go of what you are doing right now in allowing pain to be part of your everyday life! You can change your circumstances stand up and do so. Sometimes you just have to cry it out and let it go! I'm about to pray for you right now 😘😘😘@single_ladi

@babyboolala, thanks. I think I'm ok with him being gone it's just the excuse that he gave which is "I didn't like his kids". I'd rather the truth than an excuse.

And he thinks I'm wrong for not wanting him at the delivery. I'm having a c-section and he hasn't taken any interest why come to the delivery?

I understand! I'm glad ur ok! I was worried! 😘😘@single_ladi