I'm having a hard time being a mom and trying to make sure my mom lives... Since I'm her next of kin…

I'm having a hard time being a mom and trying to make sure my mom lives... Since I'm her next of kin I'm having to take care of everything... I'm having to find new ways to clean bottles and sleep in a hotel room and in the waiting room.. Breaking the bank too... And my man had to go home and go to work, plus my sister hasn't been here since the day the accident happen and she's been playing and havung fun with her in laws, because she doesn't want to face this.. My grandma has been picking fights and acted like a child...