Im 26wk, 5days pregnant with my first child...its a girl🎀 Ive been on methadone since i was 8wks and…

Im 26wk, 5days pregnant with my first child...its a girl🎀 Ive been on methadone since i was 8wks and before that I was using drugs only bc I didnt know i was pregnant. Ive gone to all of my prenatal appts and see a high risk fetal dr. Everything has been looking healthy and perfect from the start. The closer i get to my due date, the more i worry about NAS and my baby's health and development once shes born. My SO is also very concerned but has been nothing but supportive. Im overwhelmed with guilt and shame. But i know im not alone and am relieved everything has gone as smoothly as any "normal" pregnancy would. Id appreciate any and all prayers and support. Also if any mother have gone thru this or are goin thru this too, pls lmk how you coped with the guilt and how the baby was at birth. Thank you. NO NEGATIVE BS PLS! We are all women and need to help support each other.