It gets easier! I promise! Colostrum is so so so hard to pump but it's so great you're trying. Once you actually have your milk,give it a few days to come in, it will be a piece of cake! Stick with it girl it's the best thing you can do. It's all a learning curve but worth it! We have to use a nipple shield to nurse and it's such a pain but so worth it. Even though it's extra work for me I wouldn't trade it for anything, bein able to nurse my boy is one of my favorite things
Milk takes a couple of days after delivery to come in. I think I got mine on the 3rd day. Until then all you have is colostrum which is much harder to pump