af showed up this morning 😑😑😐😐 right on time as always uugghh

I can feel you coming af... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

omg so I haven't slept much THE PAST 2 NIGHTS... but LAST NIGHTA.. I was having crazy dreams about dozens of unclear pregnancy tests and riding down a highway on a bed (an actual bunk bed) then I was at a restaurant (I think Chinese) anyways.. guess what was on my table.... PREGNANCY TEST!! and I was so excited cause for some reason they were my pregnancy test and I was protecting them and Christopher kept saying "don't tell no one til we see the doctor" 🤔🤔🤔 this is really messing with my hea...

sore itchy nipples...wtf?

you think I should test tomorrow just to try and ease my mind a little.. if it's negative I promise not to get upset and tell myself it may still be too early

just feeling blah... I'm so tired of waiting I'm so tired of all of this.. God just give us our miracle baby please it's been a long year of tears, disappointment, arguments, and frustration.. this would be the best birthday gift ever!!!!

feeling feverish (no fever 97.9) and sooo sleepy 😣😣😣 but sy won't let me sleep...😭😭 I slept for shit last night😑😑

TMI ALERT!! high cervix , soft I think closed.. I couldn't really reach 😑anyone know about this kinda stuff? GLUE LIKE CM

cramping, sore breasts, nausea, increased appetite then I either throw up or attempt (non willing)to.. smh bursts of energy that end in me not having the energy to even get of the couch.. creamy white cm.. waiting to test is giving me several anxiety because if I'm not preggo this month then this is all in my head right?? 😢😢😢 am I losing myself? I know this is causing my hubby to be depressed everytime af arrives I can see it in his eyes I don't know what to do cause I know it's not me with the ...

anyone else LOVE slightly burnt popcorn?? 😍😍🍿