some days are so much harder than others. having a one year old and a two week old is so tiring but very rewarding

Rebecca Cheyenne Marie Williams ♡

Born at 3:33pm, April 7, 2016
Rebecca Cheyenne Marie Williams ♡

At the hospital, Water Broke & meds started. Come on baby!

Getting induced at 6am tomorrow and honestly can't wait.
Tell me why I'm in here trying to make sure I pass a bowel movement lol

My 'relationship' with my girls' dad makes me never want to be married.
I feel like I'm only "needed" when it's convenient for him and like he's only really loving towards me now because I'm days away from having this baby.
Just tired of working hard for nothing I guess.

Getting induced Thursday, I wish baby would come before then.

Easter was a success :)

When your honesty gets thrown in your face you stop being honest. When you share your weaknesses in hopes they will have better understanding and they prey on it, you stop showing weakness. And when you feel like you're falling apart because you are scared to ask for help, you pull yourself together and you do it alone. Screw it, I'll make it.

Am I wrong to to be frustrated when I ask my daughters dad to take her for the day so I can get some rest and he wakes up at 1 and thinks that taking her from 3-6 pm is some great service to me??
I literally have her 24/7 and I'm 37 weeks pregnant with our second but you can't get your ass up at 8 or 9 and keep her all day for me one time? What the fuck ever dude. why do I even ask for help.