after a long moring scary,tiring but worth it... no sleep at all i finally got enough energy to take a pic with my handsome :0)

meet my boy
Evan Connor
6lb 10oz
@1:19am
6/16/16

so i came in to the l&d because of spotting and abit of contractions... well im 4 centimeters dilated. 80% effaced... so im in labor yall!!! whhoohhhooo lets meet this boy!!

idk if its cuz ive been in pain all night long. but uhhhh my bf getting me mad.. my smallest is asking for a snack and instead of him getting up to let me rest hes stuck on my freakin ipad.... im telling my smallest no go with daddy because my contractions are so painful. i dont want to scare her or even more i need my space and his ass is just laying there.... uhhh i wana grab that ipad and throw it at his face!

been having contractions all night long since 7pm yesterday till abit this morning... not as consistent as yesterday.... but i just went pee. and there was a little bit of blood mixed with pee... is that normal? im getting ready to go to the hospital just incase...

so i feel like if i try to induce myself ill be going into labor now... problem is... im super tired to get it going lol... quick fyi. they stopped my labor at 33 weeks... im 3 centimeters dilated... and last from what nurse said im 50% effaced.....hes weighing about 7lb 7oz... scary all my other bbies have been 5 lb 8oz, 5lb 14oz 6lb 1oz im scared as hell. im a super tiny person aka very very petite

im so annoyed my bd keeps telling me since we got the green light to try to have the bby. hes been come one lets have him get him out. umm im tired. my legs cant handle my weight... i wake up to our yongest plus i cant sleep cuz of the contractions. ..... ahhh i wana kick his ass. if its so easy y cant he just do it... no its even hard for him to have sex with me to help.... ahhbb

if im 37 weeks and past 3 centimeters will they keep me at the hospital and help me have him or just let me do it on my own?

venting: tired of my man catering to his little sister that is old enough to pay for her own shit. because she wants red robin its either that or nothing... so guess what my cravings or what i want never matters when its against hers. over this bull shit i shouldnt com3 2nd to her all the time