My son in a week old and he came 9 days early. Giving birth was hell for me. They ended up having to do a forceps delivery when I was only 8 cm. I feel extremely sad...all I want is my boyfriend to be home and cuddle with him. Since I've had our little boy we've only cuddled once and that was in the hospital and I miss it. We used to cuddle all the time. I breastfeed too and right now I don't even wanna do that. I'm just so tired and want to sleep...