Can't even enjoy it being the new year been through so much ish with my child's father that idk what to think. My emotions are all over the place. Tried to stay strong this whole time but it's all hitting me right now fr. I'm starting to hate that dude so much but I got love for him it's weird. He blames me for everything when all I did was take care of everything I just got tired of being treated like shit. That man ruined my whole pregnancy fr.