okay please dont judge here. I had an addiction last year and completely stopped without any help to better myself I realized I was killing myself. at that point I was 77 pounds 5'2. now iv been trying to get pergnant if im not already. only I fell down agagin and have been doing 5 mg of a pill that gets you messed up. anxiety meds. I have been doing it for 8 straight days and have had sex for 8 days straight having sex at least 3 times a day. I feel horrible but addiction is hard im sober again...