I'm sorry 🎀🎀🎀🎀 ((Hugs))

My study buddy is fast asleep on my lap.

I'm studying for a test and nothing is sticking :(

Today we're going to enjoy the weather. I wish it was easy to get to DQ for a free cone, but I'm not riding the bus for 45 minutes with three kids. I'm going to see if the local ice-cream shop is open. Enjoy your Monday ladies.

I just gave my baby a pacifier for the first time and I cried. Why? Because I feel like I can't comfort him. He had his second intense crying spell this week and only the paci soothe him.
He's so different than my older two and I'm so confused how to be a mother to him. Everything I know to do, doesn't work for him and it's giving me anxiety.

Last night was the worse night ever Y-man was inconsolable and I couldn't calm him down. I never had that happen, so husband took him on a car ride and I cried and cried until they got back. Then Y-man slept for a couple of hours and was back to normal.
Today he's all cooing and I'm still a mess of worry.

Sigh I'm still coming to terms with the girl scout cookie delay but this is a tragedy. I wish I lived somewhere warm where I could go to a grocery store and see girl scouts selling them. I just want my Samoas.

Baby is sleeping: to nap or fold clothes.

A friend just dropped off food to us. No take out tonight for dinner. Yay!!

What's something you have done for yourself today or will do for yourself?
Today I shaved my legs, even above the knees.