Now I might not have surgery next Friday due to whatever BS is going on in that bone and joint clinic. I called insurance utilization to double check everything on their end and there isn’t an authorization on record! Everyone’s voicemail
Is full, I’ve called twice daily for the last three days and still, crickets. If they postpone me until July I won’t be able to afford it and I’ll have to live with this tear in my hip until I can afford it.

I’m scared and livid all at once. This pain has been a lot to normalize and I moved fast because I thought I was having surgery this month. My spirit is already LOW, now this anxiety and no answers.

I’m going to go cry now...