Me I cried for 9 months I fell into a bad depression and when I held him for the first time it all went away

My 3rd baby was only 7 months old when I found out I was pregnant with baby 4 and I was6nt ready to be pregnant again so it caused me to to through postpartum depression and I even had a touch of psychosis and I lost the sense of reality. I literally didn't know what was real and what was made up in my mind and I stopped caring for myself. (I still took care of my kids, just not me) and this went on for months. Finally when I got to the 3rd trimester and my youngest was over 1 I finally came around to it and started feeling better and even excited. Now my little Faith is here and i am so in love and thankful to have her. I feel guilty all the time for feeling the way i did most of my pregnancy. But we are human and we are allowed to feel things. I hope the feeling passes quickly for you and you enjoy your pregnancy and the little life you are growing. But allow yourself to feel what you need to.

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I felt that way when I first found out I was pregnant. I was still in college and had an IUD. The feeling did fade but I was terrified. I think I’m still terrified lol