I have so much going through my mind iv been with my husband since I was 15 years old I am now 30. I know my husband loves me more then anything and would do anything for me but I feel like I just don’t love him like he does me and I feel like he deserves better then me. I can’t even barley stand to kiss him 😕 idk what to do anymore I am just not happy no matter wat he does for me and I feel so bad for it