I can feel myself start slipping back into depression. I'm ebf and everyone except my husband says why don't you just pump and give him bottles or why don't you just stop and give him formula? It's super discouraging. Especially from my mom. I pumped for 6 weeks with my daughter and got super depressed because I feel like I never slept and it wasn't what I wanted to do.
He's crying alot and wants to be held all the time. I don't eat anything spicy or dairy. Idk what it is.
It makes it super hard for me to be able to give my daughter the attention she needs too. I'm about at my wit's end with everything and at the end of the day, I just want to lock myself in a room and scream and cry.