Cant stop my brain from thinking right now. I cant be a single mom and provide for my kid on my own but I cant keep being married to her dad knowing all we do is fight and there isnt love between us anymore. I dont know what to do. I dont want to live with my parents at all and give up raising my miracle baby. I also dont want to be around her father. I cant sleep and all I do is be bitchy and cry. I'm scared fucking shitless and nobody understands. I had my daughter so I could be a stay at home mom and give her all the attention in the word. I havent had a job in 6years. I love being a full time mom just not a wife to her father.