It's not healthy to feel like this especially not on the holidays π€¦I feel like I'm gonna break down and shut down I just want to stay in bed all day and not be bothered I don't want to eat I don't want to talk I just want to sleep and be alone I don't want to leave the house I just want to be alone πππ I'm trying so hard to fight it I'm trying to be strong but honestly I'm failing I don't even know what it's like to be happy anymore I'm just tired I'm so tired ππππ