@fakoffyeh, I feel exactly the same way. It gets old to sit an just feel so scared or overwhelmed all time. An not knowing how to ignore it or do what I need to make myself feel normal.
@fakoffyeh, In my head I know that this is just my mind messing with me but it feels so real. An it’s always things that I used to be able to do before that I can’t do now. Which doesn’t make any sense. Even certain words in songs trigger it. An I just feel crazy sometimes. Everyone says to ignore it but it’s not that easy.