update ~
yesterday I went to visit my bd and it went really really well. I haven’t seen him since june, I was nervous about seeing him again but when he came through that door and I saw him I got a huge smile on my face. my mom finally got to “meet” him. he apologized over and over to my mom about them meeting this way and she just told him it’s fine she’s just glad to finally meet him. we got to talk for about 45 mins, I brought him the pics from the last ultrasound so he could see them all and he asked to keep a few so i’m gonna mail him them. even tho it was only for a short time i’m glad we finally got to talk and i’m glad we’re finally getting along. he told me he was proud of me and that he loved me, it made me feel so much better tbh. he only had visitation 2 days a week which sucks but hopefully I can go see him on sunday. he hasn’t called me today so i’m anxiously waiting on it lol. since i’ve got to see him I catch myself missing him like crazy. I just want him to be out of there so we can get our lives together you know. thanks for letting me vent ladies 😘