I feel so defeated, I just want to cry 😭😭😭😭 this schedule is killing me, the overtime every week... I've hit the third trimester and I just feel tired. I want to rest and not work but I have no choice and sometimes I feel like I'm just gonna keel over and die. I feel defeated. I have no time for my son and even when I do I have to be careful because he crawls all over me and hurts me. I hate this