Birthdays (kinda long..)

So my birthday is this Wednesday. I absolutely HATE my birthday. I wish I would never have another one again. Practically every birthday I've had for the last 6-7 years have been the worst days of my life. Either my parents ruin it for me, my 'friends' do or my siblings do. Bottom line I dislike my bday very much. My boyfriend wants me to like my birthday and I'm trying for him but I just can't do it. I don't want to get excited about anything because I'm always let down. "Oh, you want that perfume? Nope. Sorry" it's always something like that. My siblings however.. Everyone tries to make their birthday special. I'm turning 17 on the 27th so you'd think they'd at least TRY to make it seem like they're happy but no. They always act like its a burden on them to do anything for me on my bday so I always try to ignore it. It's just another day to me. Is anyone else like this?