Need some serious Advice/Rant:
I'm 23 wks 4 dys & high risk got a clerage & I'm on moderate bed rest til baby comes I see specialist every week here for progesterone shots & check up on babies progress & I have a 5 yr old moved to Tennessee with BD last year Oct found out pregnant in jan 2017no fam no friends here me & BD not in a good space I feel so alone he works & come home n goes over neighbor house his home boy n other nights he don't want to b bothered he plays with our son sometimes our relationship is so shady it's stressful /depressing leaving me to feel not wanted well i have family in Louisiana my aunts & 2 younger sisters which my aunts are shady n hateful ass hell but their family n will help well I guess my question is should I drop everything I have going on here as far as progress n doctors here with baby & go back to Louisiana where I can get help from fam & friends or should I stay here until I have baby n deal with these issues n continue to b n feel like a single parent until I can work n be able to provide for myself & my kids n then move back to Louisiana I'm torn because I just want the best for myself n kids most importantly I hate feeling like this but I have 2-3 more months to go until baby comes/ doctors induce me need advice?