I love you so much baby girl. I don't understand why you have to go through this. I just wish I could take this all away from you. I never imagined I would be going through this. After having two healthy, handsome baby boys. I thought everything was going to be fine. All your ultrasounds were great, the doctor kept on telling me and your daddy that you were very healthy. Then, out of no where, our worst nightmare happened. It's so rough to be strong right now, it's hard to put on a brave face. It's hard to be on this floor and see other mother's with their newborns leaving the hospital for the first time. And my poor baby girl is laying under a heat lamp, in a special care nursery, hooked up to a monitor, and having a IV in you, and you being on oxygen. Seeing you have your x-rays taken, and hearing you scream and I know your scared. I just hate that my daughter has to go through so much already, and I can't even do anything but sit next to you and hold your hand and rub your hair, and talk to you, and kiss you. When all I really want to do is just pick you up and hold you tight. But I have to keep on reminding myself that this is only temporary. And we will be on our way back home before we know it, and move forward. It just hurts so much that she is already going through so much in her first days of birth. I can't wait until the day you won't be hooked up to anything, be able to where a cute little outfit, and be out of the hospital, and hold you non stop and cuddle with you. You are so strong babydoll, and just such a miracle already. But now you are the boss, you just need rest and just got to give it time. Even though it feels like it's been forever already. Just got to be patient, and be supportive, and just hope and pray, and love you to the ends of the earth. Kimberly you mean the world to me, and you are so special to me. It's just very scary for all of us. But you are a fighter and just always full of surprises. Just got to keep positive and know things could be worst.. I love you, Daddy loves you, your grandparents love you, your aunts love you, your uncles love you, just all your family and friends love you. And everyone is using the power of prayer