My SO has decided that he needs a break from our relationship... honestly it's one of the hardest things I'm facing right now. He's decided to move out of our apartment for a couple of months (if he makes it that long) so now I have to find a full time job to support both mine and Sebastian's living.. not including dealing with school and everything else in my life. I'm honestly hoping that we can come back together by the end of the month because I miss him so much. I haven't slept alone in 3 1/2 years or done anything without him and the apartment is super quiet. It's just weird without him. I pretty much made my entire life about Sebastian and his dad jake and I really do love him. Finger crossed.