Alright so this is kind of long, just need to vent a little. My fiancé and I have been together for a little over 3 years, we have a 1.5 year old daughter and I'm 31 weeks pregnant with our son. In the past I've caught him lying and cheating more than a few times. I put it behind us. I can never tell when he's lying and he gave away no hints when he was cheating. I know he's gotten to the point of deleting evidence of things. I've found porn in his trash bin on his computer a few times but he usually empties his trash bin so I don't know what he could be hiding. I had trust issues before him and they are worse now. I love him so much and don't want to think that he is doing anything but I can't help but wonder because there is no way I could know the truth. He makes me so happy but in the back of my mind I'm always wondering if he is being loyal. I've been more emotional lately because of being pregnant and I break down crying whenever I think of him talking to someone else. I really don't know what to do. Leaving him is not an option, I just couldn't be happy without him. He's my best friend and the love of my life.