I came home the other night to girls, weed, drug dealerz, and a gang member all in the apartment that I pay for partying with my now ex boyfriend and unfortunately father of my son. I am now back at my parents house with my son and his father has not had contact with us nor tried to make contact for 4 days. I'm not shocked he's on drugs but it breaks my heart that while I take 24/7 care of our son he parties and hooks up with other girls. I fell out of love with him approx. 3-4 months ago and I think that's when it at started but either way, I was trying to make it work and now I'm a strong independent single mother. I get to come home to my baby and wake up to his smile and kisses every day while his dad slowly kills himself. I think I have the better end of the stick.