I am breaking the silence about my miscarriage I was only 19 when I got pregnant the father was very controlling and abusive I still remember the day we found out our baby went to heaven he told me he didn't want the baby to get rid of it that it wasn't his he hated the baby only to find out a few hours later our precious baby was in heaven I felt like I had one cause what the father said earlier that day about our baby I grew so depressed and blamed myself for so long but I finally found someone that helped me through my miscarriage and still helping