i gave birth about almost 1 month ago and im feeling so great! i love being a mommy and i had the best pregnancy and the best labor and delivery. I was blessed with a beautiful baby girl and i couldnt be happier to be a mother.. she is the most beautiful and perfect human being i ever laid my eyes on. I was honestly never this happy I am a rape victim and it happened for years from my family memebers. I remember in highschool i was extremely depressed and tried multiple times to kill myself... I now understand why im alive today and i understand my purpose and thats to be a mother. my daughter is the reason why im alive and so happy and loving life. I never knew how much i would loving being a mommy until i laid my eyes on her. Abigail first breath took mine away never in my life have i ever felt this kind of love and happiness and im beyond blessed and honored to be your mommy baby girl.. thank you for saving me and giving me the best gift and thats being your mommy <3