I haven't been on this app in a while because life has gotten crazy. My son turned two months yesterday and I'm feeling emotional and needed a place to write.

I had a good pregnancy up until the last few months but I think most women would say the same. I went into labor on my due date and after a very unpleasant delivery, a forth degree tear and fifty stitches -- I was handed the love of my life and he looked just like me. After birth, I thought I'd never heal but six weeks later I was feeling 100% back to normal and even started having sex seven weeks postpartum.

Motherhood fits me and I made the decision today with my husband to become a stay at home mom so that I can be there to watch him hit all his milestones.