RANT:
So my SO has been bugging and hinting at wanting sex! I'm like dude I've still got 2 weeks to go you can wait!!! I tried to have sex with him at around 2 weeks pp. It hurt but I let him finish. After i noticed i reopened my tear. my fault i should've said NO. I'm so over the hints asking to suck on my boobs. like dude come on I'm sleep deprived, my boobs hurt. And I'm still getting used to being a mother of 3. I'm alot older now with this baby, so I've got all the aches and pains. it's definetly not like being in my 20s. I need to take the full 6 week's to recover even though I do feel good enough to do certain things. I'm just so over feeling like I'm just wanted for sex. like dude you've got to hands handle business. i. just so overwhelmed sometimes and the constant nagging is wearing on me.