me and Avery's dad had a long conversation last night about how things ended, how we wanted to commemorate Joel (my angel twin), how.much love we both still have for each other, and how we were made for each other and no matter what he's always gonna be bae. then today as he was taking me home from our appointment he said something I haven't heard him say in 4 months. "you look beautiful today". it almost felt like we were together again. he said hes gonna start busting his ass again so he could move. as in move out of his girls house. hmm. the girl he left me for. im thinking to myself "is he really that unhappy" and then he asked me how long i planned on living with my mom. that made me think. like are you trying ti get back together so you can have a place to live? or do you really miss me? now i need to be even more careful cause i don't know what his intentions really are.