Freaking out about birth control. Firstly, My doctors told me I was unable to get pregnant. Though, here I am... I can't take the Depo shot or pills because they make me extremely ill. (I've tried multiple ones for years) I don't want anything implanted internally. The patch just falls right off with my active lifestyle. I don't want surgery for something permanent. Condoms and spermicides obviously don't work... So what, I'm left with Vasectomy... As if I'm ever going to talk him into that. He wants a million kids, I'm done with just this one. I'll love my baby boy even more when he arrives. But this pregnancy is a high risk and has had so many complications, I'm not okay with signing up to go through this again... So stressed, overwhelmed and discouraged...