I think I have Postpartum depression. I love my child don't get me wrong but I just cant bond with him the way I sew other females do it with the little ones! I hate this!
You shouldn't be afraid to talk to someone about it, anyone would help.. I've heard that can be a terrifying thing to go through and any help would be amazing I'm sure. You don't have to talk to family about it, but maybe your doctor just so in case you can be put on medicine to help.