I totally understand that, are you allowed up for short periods of time?:( I will keep trying to think of stuff to help girl I'm so sorry i know it's not easy
oh goodness, there it is... hmm have you washed babys clothes yet? :) maybe have your SO wash them and bring them to you so you can fold and look at them❤ or make a baby book, look at ultrasounds , color I'll think of some other things I know how bad it stinks girl