had a break down while Cleaning our room. realizing nothing actually fits that's comfortable made me break down. literally nothing that I even bought a month ago fits right. and I sat in front of my dogs cage while she ate (have to feed my dogs separate) and just cried while watching her eat. I just feel huge. I don't feel pretty. I'm just sad. I'm never comfortable. just less then 2 months and he will be here and I feel like I have nothing done. which I do but I just feel like there's so much more. and ever since that little break down every else is making me just cry. so over tonight.