****WARNING***RANT****
39.6 I'll be 40 weeks Saturday. My doctor is all messed up in the head and won't check to see if I'm dialating or dialated at all. I've been having contractions for over a week...last night and today they started to get stronger. I asked my husband when he got off work if we could have my parents watch our daughter since they are in town so we could go to l&d and have them check me...because my doc won't and Ayden hadn't moved as much today( it made me worried). Well instead my parents wanted to go to the casino and his step mom and dad were no where to be found...so we ended up having to wait till my parents came back. They didn't get home till around 8, just happens to be my daughters bed time. To top it all off his dad shows up and then he tells me he doesn't want to go because it's the hospital and it will take forever. The entire time my parents, his dad, and his mom(who is texting me the whole time) are whining why you wanna go in?! What's the point of going in?! But will say all damn day every day since I hit 37 weeks when you gonna finally pop out that kid?! Why don't you do something to pop him out?! Ugh I'm so irritated right now I could scream and cry and punch everyone and everything all at the same time! Not to mention since my parents got here they have done nothing but treat me like a child and keep agreeing with my father inlaw that I eat to much sugar and I love food to much. Like really?!! I'm sitting right here 9 months pregnant and you wanna sit here talking shit about me making me feel bad! But the moment I say something I'm out of control and to angry and need to chill out. Ugh!!!! So frustrated with everyone and everything I just want to get in my car and leave but I know I would get my ads chewed out by everyone! I'm supposed to be in a stress free environment and not getting worked up over anything and relaxing and all everyone is doing is missing me off an stressing me out. I cant take this crap anymore. I don't want to bring my child into this kind of place where no one cares for my feelings and disregarded what I say or want.
Sorry so long if you did read this i really just needed to vent since I have no one to talk to.