I'm so emotional and depressed today..we can barely keep our head above water and for some reason I can't bring money in to help. my SO is doing it all alone....it's all my fault. I'm the one who wanted to move out on our own. most of our payments are because of me...and on top of all that I'm the one who wanted another baby. he had 2 kids from another women and this is my first...it's stress over money so much. all I can do is cry. I've been trying to get a job since I was 3 months pregnant but as soon as an employer finds out I'm pregnant at time of application or interview I don't get a call back or get hired...it's cuz I'm pregnant and it's so stupid. I need to help my fiance or I'm going to go insane. I feel worthless and I use more money then I can put in. I hate it....I've been crying all day!