Hey, I forgot to say last night when we were talking that I'm a member of a couple preemie support pages on Facebook. Let me know if you would like the names of them. It might be helpful to talk to others going through the same thing as you. I know for me I wasn't really up for using Preegie for awhile after my son's birth because not a lot of women had gone through what I did... But since I delivered 6 months ago I've found a lot more preemie moms here. Anyway, up to you.