I've lost 2 one in 2010 and one in 2015 no you never fully heal I still include mine as if they are here since we had names we still set out cards and presents etc celebrate the birthday you find ways to deal with the pain but most the time its best also best to cry here if you need me
I'm so sorry! a friend of mine continues to miscarry. she found out it has to do with having blood clots that block the nutrients from getting to the baby causing it to stop growing and her to miscarry.. maybe you can talk to your doctor and see if it's something like that. I am so sorry ):